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Saturday, May 06, 2006
i have no regrets..

i think my NS life would be very different if im posted to infantry..the friends..instructors..

the infantiers complained about the tough training back in safti..

come to think of it..i enjoyed my training here in sol..we get happy hour every now and then (i used to detest happy hours cos we only get beer..however..now that im able to get ma hands on the red wine..heeh)

my peers..lol..clubbers..a bunch of grinders..one of a kind (:

i like clubbing with them..very very fun to be with..

will be heading back to safti for rehearsals from 19 may till early june..our white bars are turning to black soon..yey~ i miss my buddy and other peeps so much..

sometimes..how i wish my fwens were more initiative..when it comes to making choices..more decisive..

for me if the matter requires me to act fast..i would call the person instead of messaging..

people always have this impression..there would be many fwens coming along when im out for say..gathering..and that i would call many ppl along..girls to be specific..so guys would just tag along..and thus gathering formed..

act no..not the case..there was once..i went out with this guy fwen i met in FOC..just 1 on 1..then when i met him..he questioned 'so later whos coming' then i told him none..lol..he was speechless..and throughout the whole day when im out with him..he kept asking me why i didnt call the 'regulars'.

like why should i be?

when i want to spend quality time with you and want to know you more as a friend?

probably our motives differ..

more often than not..i dont have good impression of girls who make the first move..however credits should be given for the courage displayed..

i am one who will not act as though nothing happened..when im pissed..ill show..im not one who will hide..i will tell..be it directly or indirectly..

it is not easy to lead men..

it is even tougher to lead a bunch of officer cadets..

instructors will be releasing the results for sword of honour and merit participants next week..

i dont deny..that im not striving for it..


beachbum taped a piece at 4:49 PM